Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Lets be nastalgic!

So 2015 is slowly coming to a close, time to be nastalgic, look back and remember. I have no clue how I got here so fast. Time just flew by even though it didnt always feel that way. I have to say that this year has been the first that made me realise just how short a year can really be.

When 2015 approched it felt different to previous years. I could feel it in my bones and in every breath I took that one cold new year's eve standing on a friend's balcony in Amsterdam. Fear and change have been a big part of my life in 2015. It often consumed me. I would rather not get into details and be all doom and gloom but to put it into simple words my year has been a rollercoaster of emotions and happenings.
I tried talking about this before hand in an earlier post of mine but Im not ready to talk about it yet. I hope I may have the confidence in the future and hopefully inspire others going through the same.

Life will be life but they do say when you hit rock bottom things can only get better and you start elevating upwards. You start rebuilding everything and thats where 2016 comes in. I'm hoping 2016 will be brighter and give me more opotunities to be happy and smile. In 2015  I learned a lot about appreciting what I have, loving who I have in life despite how bad times are or negative the  aspects, that are attached to them, are. There is always something that shines light into your life.

I learnt a lot about myself too and I still am. I tried out new things and they have helped and inspired me greatly. What suprises me is how much I have changed and that some of my interests have shifted. It feels kinda scary to start this new chapter but Im sure it will be alright. I dont regret the past because it shapes my future but I can help guide it into the right direction. With that I would also like to conclude that I will no longer be continuing on this blog. I want to broaden my horizons and I feel limited doing that on this blog. I look back fondly at all the memories I have written about these past few years. They were good times and lets hope there will be many more.
I may return some day but I am not sure. If you are interested in continuing to follow my adventures just let me know in the comments below.

Thanks for reading one last time and take care!
Yours truely,