Blog name change

Hey there! I'm in need of your help! I'm searching for a new Blog title name, and I just can't think of one I want! Anyone know any interesting ones?

Here are some traits I would like to see back in the name:

-Unique

-Can include my name (Catherine)

-Cute and sweet

-Lolita

Well hopefully this is enough! Let me know if you have any questions.

Thanks for reading and in advance for helping me.

Update to a long lost period

My my it's been a while yet again. My apologies for my little vacation. But I must say it did me good. I've been quite busy in a Lolita and non Lolita way.

Here's a quite recap of what has been happening in my life Lolita wise;

Well I had finally visited the long awaited HyperJapan. I had been wanting to go since last year and was so happy to go this year. I only stayed 1 day(Saturday) but will definitely be visiting all three days next year! Yea you heard right, it's a definite "GoGo."
I think I bought myself crazy on jewelry there^^ Plus two new bob wigs. One in brown and the other a split pink and black. I also attained my first black JSK. It's from Metamorphose and I love it! < 3

Other than that I've been to a High tea of a friend. It was a Christmas edition so we exchanged gifts to one another^^ Of course there was a good share of cupcakes, sweets and tea.^^ Later on we did some DDR dancing to Winx club :P and did some Disney karaoke. It was hilarious and so much fun! I felt sad that we had to leave at 5 already. Together with the remainder of the group we traveled to where I lived and met up with my boyfriend to have diner at a local Chinese restaurant. I've always wanted to have dinner after a Lolita meet with the remaining Lolita's. I'd seen it so many times before and had longed to try it myself. All on all it was such a lovely day!

And just last weekend I attended another HighTea hosted by another friend. It was so much fun and delicious. I made chocolate heart shaped cupcakes:) (everyone loved them;)) I wore my Meta JSK to this event combined with a white blouse. The coordinate looked pretty cute^^
We finished the evening with pepperoni pizza and Kamikaze girls:) How perfect can an evening among loli friends get?:P

Other than that it's been quite quiet in the Lolita life. I will be attending a Lolita Goth meet in May, which I'm really looking forward to. I will use my Meta JSK to create a cute outfit.
It will be a fun filled day I'm sure. I mean we're going to visit a castle. What can get more fairytale like? :)

Some non Lolita happenings include me being being busy with school. I started an arts school this year and I'm enjoying it so far. I've already made some friends and we have our laughs.
Other than that I was laid off my job, which isn't too pleasing. I'm hoping to find a new one soon in order to continue saving for Japan and Lolita. Well that was it my dearies.

Take care and thanks for reading! <3

When there is no remedy..

..there's something still bleeding inside of me and I don't seem to be able to fix it. It hurts everyday and pulls me down. But I still stand strong in my shoes, chin up.

I regret it every time and I know I make it even worse every time I lash out.

I hate myself even more every time it happens. And I try I really do. I try hard, but maybe not hard enough I guess.

Though I do try to accept your mistakes, some of which are harder to accept than I imagined.

And I don't understand why I break up into a thousand pieces when I was just half way to repairing myself again or was it just a dream?

Over and over again, even though I swear I saw our names written in the stars in the endless sky.

Even though it was your mistake and I am the suffering one I feel so in the wrong. I don't think I ever did anything wrong. Was it right to forgive you?

My body feels empty and heavy when your not around, there is a big hole ripped in my soul, I hope I'm not wounded for life.

My breathing becomes slow every time I think about those terrible memories when I suffered fresh pain. But the pain has become worse as time passed. My head becomes numb with thousands of thoughts running through me blinding me and hindering me to see the right choices.

I want to stay awake for you and watch over you. I want to bind you to myself so I don't have to be so lonely.

My common sense tells me to let go whilst my heart clings to the love that burns deep in my soul..

Will this torture ever end..?

Happy New Year Everyone!

Happy New Year Everyone!

I hope everyone had a blast on New Years Eve and hopefully no one ended up in hospital with some kind of inqury :P.
Another year has past and before I could even blink it flashed by me. But of course with many fun, loving and pleasent memories. And yes sometimes not so pleasent.
But hey life goes on and we're one experience richer.
I'm quite bad at remembering things I did in the past year. Especially the ones at the beginning of the year, but I'd like to look back at the fun times I had, the wonderful new people I met, the amazing places I've discovered and lolitastic meetings I attended. I also looked back at the unpleasant things that had happend this year, which brings me to my first resolution of the new year!:

I'm going to forgot the things that weren't so pleasant and move on. A good fresh start is great for anyone. I'm going to do all the things I want and remember the lovely time I had.

Normally I don't write these kind of things down because in my mind I'm making a concrete statement. Which means I have to do it which also means I have to have the responsibilities that come along with it. Which means I'll end up me not doing them.:P
No idea why it's so. I just like to live my life by the day. So much more care free and easy. :P

But never the less some things need to be stated and burned in order for new life to bloom.
Tell me what are your new years resolutions?

I want to wish everyone a lucky new year and that this year may be full of love and happiness!

Thanks for reading and take care!

Lolita Christmas Inspiration Poem

Found a lovely Christmas poem and thought I'd share it with you guys!;)

What Do We Love About Christmas? What do we love about Christmas;
Does our delight reside in things?
Or are the feelings in our hearts
The real gift that Christmas brings. It's seeing those we love,
And sending Christmas cards, too,
Appreciating people who bring us joy
Special people just like you. By Joanna Fuchs

I love the warmth and cosiness of a warm home when it's snowing outside. I also love the beautiful window decorations and Christmas lights everywhere I go. And I love the wonderful Christmasy smells of cinnamon, caramel, cakes, pies, vanilla, and burning wood on the stove.
What do all love about Christmas?


Thanks for reading and take care!

I have such wonderful news! I am allowed to purchase something of lolita for Christmas.

Though I'm not completely sure what to ask. I have narrowed it down to an OP I want I'm just not too sure which shoes will fit the best. I can sadly only choose one pair for now:P
But see for yourself and comment what you think of it!

Little Bear's Cafe OP

Cute wine coloured purse^^

This is where I can't make my mind up.:P Which to choose? These rocking horse shoes?

Or these cute brown Tea Parties!
Or these pink Tea Parties!
Or maybe these Pink shoes!:P

I really don't know:p I will combine this outfit with brown socks I think and I have a cute bear ears headpiece which I will combine. I'm hoping to purchase a wig too^^
And I will be wearing this coordinate for HyperJapan:D
I can't wait!

Thanks for reading and take care!

Lolita Christmas Inspiration- Decoration Tipp!

Christmas is on it's way to town! I'm so excited about it. I love Christmas it's one of my favorite times of year.

I just love all the lovely Christmas lights, Christmas shopping, hot coco with marshmallows, the atmosphere, wrapping myself up in layers and layers of clothes! I love wearing Lolita this time of year! And being all happy and jolly! I thought I'd post a few posts about my Lolita Christmas Inspiration. They will be about winter coordinates, decorations, presents and wrap ideas, Christmas poems and stories, Christmas backing recipes and lots more! Here my first Post on decorations: While reading Paifaitdoll's December Tips I came a cross a lovely Christmas Lolita decoration idea.



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It's so colourful and cute!
I think I'm going to try this decoration for myself, but not only for Christmas. Maybe as a plain decor piece for in my room!




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Either way it's such a lovely idea and I will definitely try it out! Thanks for reading and take care!